I fucking hate myself for letting us do that, and I'm not going to defend my actions just fucking sucks. I'm not sure how it happened so quickly, but it did, and now I'm half way across the country. I kidd you not, it was after I lost my virginity as well.Long story short, I was leaving the University my parents could no longer cover at the end of the semester(Fucking bullshit how hard I tried in highschool to get into a school of this prestige and for nothing.)I told my best friend there that I wasn't sure when, or if I was coming back.she ended up confessing to me that she loved me, two nights before I had to leave.and I realized how much I loved her. I discovered sewersvlut recently, like back in december.
